I wasn't sure if this is the right place to post this so if it's not I apologize. Also I'm new to the forums so hello everyone!
I learned about this just recently (about a couple of years ago) and to be honest it is terrifying me. The thought of doing normal everyday things one moment and the next you instantly no longer exist without any warning is almost too much to bear. I know that if it happened at least once a long time ago we most likely wouldn't even be here, and I don't really pay any mind to the particle accelerators, but rather my fears are what if it happened relatively recently somewhere in the universe and it'll reach us and wipe us out at any moment now? I've tried reading about it in multiple sites/forum discussions and most said not to worry about it for various reasons (you wouldn't even notice if it happens, it's not 100% proven, very unlikely to happen, etc) and it helped for a bit but it just comes right back. The only thing I can do now is post my concerns here.
Basically I'm hoping for someone to give me feedback to help put me at ease. Given the base of my concerns, this is probably something to bring up with a therapist and not something to place on a forum board like this, but I can't stand it anymore and most therapists probably don't know a thing about astrology.
I've never fully appreciated the phrase "ignorance is bliss" until now.